Saturday, December 11, 2010

★17 Days Away From HomE★

Finished my brother's Registry of Marriage yesterday. Sleepless night yesterday because was having terrible flu. Tragic morning with some stupid problem! Hate it...

Anyway, left my home at 5.30pm. Settle my Petrol, Touch n Go and Phone Reload. Started my journey at 6.11pm from Plaza Tol, Skudai. Didn't stop anywhere in the middle. My drive was straight to Nilai. After paying 37 bucks toll, called Christine Ong if there's anyone in campus. She said she and Moi is around and she's hungry. So, called both of them makan but sadly, Moi has already cooked. So, brought Christine to Bangi Kopitiam and ate Fried Rice Chicken Chop. Decided to go Starbucks. So, currently in Starbucks with Moi and Christine. Need to drive to Subang after this. Gonna be a tiring one.

There's a YES Camp meeting and Staff Training at 9.30am tomorrow in Past District Governer, Dato' Alex Nah's Office tomorrow. No idea how to get there at all. Hmmm... Shud text Nelson or Steven soon. Lion Sashe asked us to be punctual.. Hope I won't get lost..

13th and 14th will be having 14th INTI Leo outing... Can't wait to meet my old Leo team. =D 15th.. Hmmm.. Still thinking.. Not sure if darling is free on that day.. Maybe will bring her go pakto somewhere.. 16th to 19th will be YES Camp.. 20th to 23rd will be Youth Empowerment.. 24th to 27th will be Cameron Highlands Trip.. God... Gonna be a tiring and exhausting 17 days for me!!

I miss my home and family. Love ya'll lot!

★Brother'S MarriagE★




Congratulation to my dear brother. Hope you'll have a good life ahead with my new sister in-law. After all the hard work, here it is.. You've found your happiness. All the best!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

★Michael Jackson, My Hero★

Most people knows him for "King of Pop", "Moon Walk", "Child Abuser", "Plastic Surgery" and even for his songs. Today, I would like to share what I know him as.. What I learned from him.. What I understood reading about his life history.. What a great man he is...

Michael Jackson... You're my hero.. You inspired me into Leo Club. You guided me on what I am doing today. Your indirect encouragement keeps my day going. To work for better future. For a fairer world.. People says you're child sex abuser.. Do anyone actually knows the truth? They stripped all the money you had by saying this and that.. Your good cause were misused by most of them.. Yet, your life went on.. Salute you.. Looking at your achievements in music, I'm not amused. But looking at what you have done to the world, makes me think you're the best person ever exist in the world!

Here, I would like to share some of his charity work:

1984

- Equipped a medical centre in T.J. Martell-Foundation for leukemia and cancer research.

- Donated $1.5 million to Michael Jackson Burn Centre for Children.

1985

-Wrote "We Are The World" and raised money for Africa.

1986

- Set up "Michael Jackson United Negro College Fund Endowed Scholarship Fund".

- Donated the proceeds from the sales of The Man In The Mirror to Camp Ronald McDonald for Good Times, a camp for children who suffer from cancer.

1989

- Donated tickets to shows in is 1989 Bad Tour to underprivileged children.

- One of his shows in Los Angeles were donated to Childhelp USA, the biggest charity-organization against child-abuse.

- Childhelp of Southern California then established the “Michael Jackson International Institute for Research On Child Abuse”

1992

- Established the Heal The World Foundation.

Other Charity Works

  • AIDS Project Los Angeles
  • American Cancer Society
  • Big Brothers Big Sisters
  • Boys' and Girls' Clubs of America
  • Childhelp USA
  • Children's Defense Fund
  • Cure4Lupus
  • Elizabeth Taylor Aids Foundation
  • End Hunger Network
  • Great Ormond Street Hospital
  • Jane Goodall Institute
  • Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation
  • Make-A-Wish Foundation
  • Prince's Trust
  • Ronald McDonald House Charities
  • Starlight Children's Foundation
  • TJ Martell Foundation
  • United Negro College Fund

Clauses Supported - Abuse, AIDS, Animals, At-Risk/Disadvantaged Youths, Cancer, Children, Education, Environment, Family/Parent Support, Health, Hunger, Mental Challenges, Philanthropy, Physical Challenges.

So looking back at 1984, he was only 26 years old. Looking at all the works he has done which mostly for children, do you really think he would do whatever the media has been stating for years? Why do the world has to be so cruel to him? That's what he got back for all the contribution and changes made towards the world? Tears dropping from my eyes when I read that he actually died in his RENTED mansion. For this kind of person to live in a rented place? That proves the unfairness in the world.

No matter what people thinks about him, I would still respect him as high as anything. Your work is a path for me, Michael Jackson. *salute and both thumbs up* You live in my heart forever.

Written by:

LEO Shugan Raman

Omega Leo Club,

INTI International University.

Monday, November 1, 2010

★HalloweeN NighT★

Attended 1st Anniversary Dinner of Omega Leo Club of Damansara on the 29th October 2010. Started my journey with INTI Bus at 3.15pm. Reached KTM around 3.40pm and got into a KTM which was so packed. Trust me, there was not even a place to move, lack of Oxygen, smelly and cramped. It seems like every station the train stopped, 1% got down and 10% goes in. Some of them had to push themselves in since there crowd was till the door of KTM. It was so tiring for me to be in sucha situation. Finally, reached KL Sentral around 5 plus. Called Aisha Begum from Leo Club of KDU as we planned to go together. Got into the Rapid Train with her which was heading to Masjid Jamek. Got down at the train station, walked to another train station and got into 1 and headed to Sentul Timur. From there, took a cab to Dewan Mutiara in Jalan Ipoh.

Seriously, it was a very tiring journey so we decided to go up straight to the hall and have a sit first. Really didn't have that much mood. Shermaine darling said hi to me and I felt so bad not replying her. I regret for my action. Sorry darlz. I understand that I shouldn't have shown my tiredness out. Really sorry for that. But after resting a while, back to normal hyper-ness.


With Darling

They were preparing the hall so I decided to have a walk by my own around the kompleks.. There was nothing there basically. After a while, Aisha called me up and we went to do make up for Cherrie. It was fun playing with her face! Pity her seriously.. But trust me, she was A.W.E.S.O.M.E!! You deserve the best dressed award, Cherrie. After all those make up, there was a cam whoring session which was participated by Aisha, Cherrie and Micheal. LOL you guys lar...



The Scary Mummy - Cherrie Looi

Event started around 8pm. Met Beatrice Grace, IPP of Petaling Jaya Integrity Leo Club. Before this just knew her but this was the first time I actually met and talked to her. She was a very friendly girl tho. She taught me quite a number of things, shared with me quite a number of stuffs. It was very nice meeting you, Beatrice. Another person I would glad to meet was Oh Kansha from Leo Club of KL Unity. A very nice guy!! Had lotsa fun with ya.


From Left: Shermaine (Damansara), Me, Cherrie (City West), Aisha (KDU) and Beatrice (PJI)

Other than these people, was very nice meeting and talking Su San, LMZ, Esther, Grace, Jasie and also the Pink Group members! We are the champion group!! Lol...
Went back around 11pm.


The Pink Group

Thanks to Beatrice for dropping us in Aisha's house. And thanks to Aisha for dropping me and Kansha in Subang. Love ya'll a lot!
Had a great day meeting ya'll again. Can't wait for the next time. Happy Anniversary, Omega Leo Club of Damansara.




★MovinG ON★

I felt stupid when I decided to stop blogging for someone. Why should I? Why should I? This is the platform for me to share what I feel.. Why should I give up this part of me?

You mean nothing to me anymore. Hence, there's nothing to talk about you in this post anymore. I wanted to delete the previous posts but I feel there's no necessary for me to do that. If I do that, it means I'm afraid to reveal the truth. I am not. "LIFE HAS TO GO ON".

Will be posting few posts for today. Stay tune.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

★I GIVE UP★

Hmm.. As I told in the previous post, this will be my last post till my examination. Not sure if i'll continue after my examination. I started to write these posts back just becoz of you. My blogspot was so dead but you asked me to revive it. But I don't see the point for me to continue when you yourself going away from me.

Examination is starting next week with Law as the 1st subject. 11th, 15th, 20th, 25th, 27th, 27th October, 3rd, 8th and final paper on 16th November. This will be my last chance to prove myself. This opportunity comes once in a lifetime, success is my only motherf**ing option, failure's not!



I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP

I GIVE UP ON YOU. You know who I refer this to.. I've tried my best to come closer to you a lot of times. You were fine in the beginning but i'm not sure what happened to you, after the break you started to go away and away from me. I really wished that break not exist. I never loved anyone more than I did to you. I used to describe you like goddess.. But sadly, you're just too perfect to be mine I guess... I'm just not good enough for you. It's not your fault.

I know that you know I do have something on you. Impossible if you tell me that you don't coz almost all your friends realized that. Maybe that's the reason why you started to go away from me. I tried my best to always be with you but I failed.

So, this is it.. I just can't continue anymore. My exams next week and I can't keep it anymore with myself. I love you, I love you.. I love you, my crush!!! I don't mind if you ignore this. At least I know it that you know it now. Don't care when you read this, but at least i'm happy that you knows it.



Maybe you don't have the same feeling I have with you but you have no rights to ask me stop loving you! I will now and forever... Do remember that I had the best time with you and my most favorite was the tea session! I don't think there's anymore chance for you to meet me after this as after examination I won't be here anymore. This post is especially for you and it'll be here forever! Muaxx.. Gonna miss u more than anything else..

Signing off,

SHUGAN RAMAN

Thursday, September 30, 2010

★10 Days LefT★




Had a sleepless 2 days. Especially Tuesday night where I was at 3rd floor of Heisenberg studying for my Pure Maths 3 mock exam with Asyraf from 11pm till 7am. Maths Mock Exam was totally shit. Life was good till I finish my question 4.. Starting from 5 onwards, it was totally a doom.. Few of them were fine after that but once I saw Complex Number, I skipped that question. Never even bothered trying it coz I would prefer to spend that time on other questions. 1 hour 45 minutes is really very little for 10 killer Pure Maths 3 questions.

Went back to my room after that and wanted to sleep but couldn't. Having insomnia I guess. Then went to library where I saw Laavinia, Jasmeet and Yee Chong. Just talked a while, then went to bakery to eat ice-cream! Lol.. Joann, now you know why I let you eat the ice cream on my drink.

Talking about that, I went for dinner with Joann. Was really happy that I got the chance to be out with her. I just love being with her so much. Went to Aunty Jenny coz she wanted to watch some Hong Kong drama. While watching, she was like explaining to me everything happening there... So sweet of you honey! It was really a good drama. =) Then went back, suppose to have 8pm meeting. Wan Theng wanted me to attend her 1st blood donation meeting. I had to abandon Joann in the Student Centre itself.. Or else would have brought here along the street. No regret that I attend the meeting as well coz Wan Theng was so blur on what to do. Still... I'm so sorry darling! =(



Going out with her makes me really forget abt my studies or whatever gng on in my mind. We can talk about anything. I really envy at your friends who get the chance to be out with you everyday. I miss u lot and you can never imagine how much is that.

Mum and dad came this morning to visit me. Gave me home cooked food. So happy.. Just got back from Law class.. Gonna get a nap and start studying.




10 more days for my 1st paper! Time is limited but I have lots of stuffs to study. Gonna have lots of sleepless nights after this. Hope I can do well. Jia you, Shugan!

Off I go...... Next post of mine will be the last till 16th November 2010.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

★Never RegretteD★




Guess yesterday was a very fun day. Especially the night part.. Was in the room from morning till around 12am.. Then planned to go supper with Naheeda, Shehan and Osama. Then suddenly got a call from Ern Chai.. It's Jackson and Stephanie's birthday.. Mannnn!! How can I forget that??


So, I rushed to Bistro Palma Maju.. Walked so fast that my leg almost got cramped.. Saw the whole bunch of Leo gang there.. Adam, Arthur, Ah Moi, Derek, Dodo, Shareen. Eu Jeen, Christine, Amos, Priscilia, Wan Theng etc etc.. Total ard 25 ppl I guess.. We took the whole loads of tables the other side of Bisto.. We occupied it kao kao.. Lol.. We were waiting for Jackson.. After a while, I got a call from Shehan aka President of 14th Student Council that they are already there waiting for me.. I can't wait for Jackson anymore so I left.. Went to meet Naheeda, Shehan and Osama. Had a cheese nan with tandoori chicken and mango lassi.

It's so fun to have conversation with them.. From Prime Minister of Britain to Cricket to Badawi, Mahathir, Tunku Abdul Rahman to LRT to Porn and how boring Porn is! LOL! Osama can tell out the move in porn sequentially.. Salute you man.. Hahaha..



After our supper, we went to Counter Strike.. Naheeda hardly know how to play.. But guess what, she learned it so fast that she started to pwn them like no tomorrow! We left cyber cafe once Osama's PC hanged. Hehehe...

Then went to tapao my friend Fried Chicken Rice.. On the way back, saw Ern Chai, Wan Theng, Wei Wei, Ah Moi, Derek and Jian Ming.. They were playing Frisbee.. Then by the time I reach there, the Frisbee got stucked on the roof in front of English Language Centre.. LOL big time!! And their way to get it down is by throwing balloon.. WTH... But I enjoyed throwing tho.. I got the closest and we ended up enjoying playing with balloon! Hahahhaa.. Then start dancing Waka Waka and other morale dance on the middle of the street! People looked damn weird at us.. Then went back, gave the food to my friend...

Till now, not yet sleep.. Hehhehehee.. Wanted to go for this morning's Scholarship presentation to meet Joann and take her photograph of she receiving the empty paper on the stage.. But didn't make it on time.. Guess she's angry with me.. Im sorry darling.. =(

Today suck.. Not yet start studying.. Gonna start soon.. Just in my room.. Thank you Teo Suat Li for buying me KFC!!! So sweet of youuuuuuu.... And yea, according to the title.. That never regretted refers to Leo Club. I never regretted joining Leo or else this post wouldn't have exist and I wouldn't have met her.. Thanks Alan Yee for calling me to help out during your Adventure Club's gathering. Hahaha.. Chiaoz!


Friday, September 24, 2010

★It's Too PainfuL★



Woke up from a nap and saw your status.. I wish I would have just slept till the time I don't see that words from you. It's painful......... Those maybe just words for you but for me, I take it as really serious..





You were the only one I share things with.. Who do you expect me to share these things now? Guess another thing just to be kept and plant into my small heart.. I bet one day it's gonna explode so badly and kill me.. Why? Why? Why? My life was so good when I met you at first.. For the first time, I loved my life when I was out with you.. For the first time, I felt life is beautiful when I saw the actual you.. And now, day by day, I see the distance between you and me getting further and further. I don't wanna lose you..



I'm supposed to be studying and yet, I can't stop thinking about you. You know, I had the worst 2 weeks in my life!! I'm currently listening to few sad instrumental songs repetitively and all I can think is you.. When I was crossing over my friend's page, I saw this......



Hope you'll understand what I mean here. Sorry if I offended you. Maybe i'm in the dream world where it's only me who feels so. But it's just too hard for me to keep it myself and at the same time, I can't share it with you. You're the only reads my blog so I hope posting this here is quite the same with sharing with you.


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

★Under The MooN★

Yesterday night was A.W.E.S.O.M.E! I was so eager for moon cake and my Leo friends called me up for celebration. So, it started at 10pm.. Waited everyone at Einstein Common Area. Then Chua, Moi, Dodo, Christine, Jin, Jack, Shareen, Derek, Wan Theng, Iris and Jackson arrived. So, we went to the area beside Tennis Court and start lighting up the candle.. Had some photo snapping session there.



Then walked with lantern till Melati Hill.. Wanted to do hiking but then the beginning wasn't really good. Iris fell to the drain. So, we decided to walk back down the hill and went back to campus. Headed to basketball court and lighted up some lanterns on the tree.. We were too hyper that we lighten up a wood and start running around the basketball court.. Olympic Torch kononnya.. Lamers lar.. Then had some photography session there.. Was taking the pics of candles, lanterns, etc etc. The pics are uploaded in my facebook profile under the album "Beauty of the Moon". Click here to visit it. Im happy with some shots tho.. Really nice to have photography session when stress. Plus, I rarely do night shooting. So, it's a good experience for me. Just that flash tak cukup battery.. Gotta buy the Eneloop rechargeable soon.



Had lots of moon cake.. Thanks to Jin and Jack! Basically, lots of fun!! Love ya'll a lot.. Never regretted joining Leo and getting to know ya'll. Went to Aristotle to give smth to my fren but sadly she was busy with smth.. Had a good chat with Michelle while waiting for my fren. So, went to Newton to meet my friend. Saw Joann there with her bf I guess.. Nice to see you so happy there. I saw Robert, CJ, Enni and Yee Ling studying there as well. Went back to my room after that. Quick chat with Phang and texting Joann.

Was kinda surprised that she text-ed me at that time. I know I didn't answer you well. Sorry if that offended you.



A very nice and memorable day! =)


★IgnoreD★

Kinda down today.. God knows why.. Skipped my Stats test for good.. Don't see the point doing it tho.. I prefer gng for the Mock Exam straight. So, after Maths class straight went to library.

Actually wanted to go back and get some rest since i'm not feeling well, but yesterday someone text me to ask if I'll be in library tomorrow. She sound like she'll be there. So, I went.. Waited... Waited... Waited.. 4 hours... I GAVE UP......... =(

It's just me being too stupid thought she'll be there. Nowhere in the message she said that she'll be there.. Anyway, hope I can just get used to it.. Getting ignored is not something new to me tho..

Feel like eating moon cake now. Thought wanna go buy tmr.. BUT SOLD OUT!!! =( =( Now who can buy moon cake for me? Haizz.. There goes another moon cake festival without eating moon cake.. Nobody knows how much I actually love moon cake..

Feel so tired.. Thinking if I should join the Leos for dinner at 6.30pm.. Feel so tired and sleepy.. 2 days had like total of 4 hours sleep.. I guess im just gonna go sleep, wake up later and eat Kimchi noodle.

Off....

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

★TodaY★

Was a very productive day... Skipped my class cause slept too late yesterday and wasn't feeling well. Kinda regret tho.. Woke up ard 12+. Went for lunch with Wu Yao ard 3 and to University Placement Office to study..

Did Judicial Precedent past year there.. Ard 6pm, UPO closed so I went to the studying area in front of the Centre of American Education. Really love that place. Windy, quiet, comfortable etc. Basically has a very good atmosphere. On the way back saw Derek and SWT. Had to guide SWT on how to do event proposal and what she need to do for her Blood donation event. Then tapao-ed and went back. Dota-ed, watched Friends, went to Einstein Common Area and finished up 1 chapter of Statistics and 1 chapter of Maths.

Came back to room, dota-ed and now i'm feeling bored cause that was the worst dota game i've ever played. Sucha short day for me. And yea, met someone today after so long.. Was very happy to see her back especially with her cheerful and happy face but she seems like started to ignore me.. What to do.. Life has to go on..

Good Night.

Monday, September 20, 2010

★20 Days To Go★

20 Days...
20 Days...
20 Days...
20 Days...
20 Days...

ONLY 20 DAYS LEFT for my final examination.. I'm so not well prepared. Haizz.. Currently doing Law past year paper in the Heisenberg Level 4 Pantry.. Just finished one for the Contract Law.. Damn.. Really hard one.. So damn hard to actually discuss and argue about that 2 guys.. The whole damn essay and I just added like 2 cases.. Sucha doom one I guess..

Now i'm thinking if I should be doing Tort Law past year paper or look through the Statistics. My back is very tired and painful.. Having headache.. No wonder I'm blogging now.. Ouch.. =(

I'm missing Joann a lot at this moment of time.. I hope she's fine. She's currently having her mid term examination. Finished her first day. Hope everything went well and tomorrow's exam will be a good one for her. All the best darling.. I hope can go for dinner soon. =(

No more mood to type anything here.. Currently sick of everything EXCEPT "HER". Gonna continue studying. Nitez.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

★Law AssignmenT★

It's 2.45am now and I just finished my law assignment. Feel so happy.. Thanks to Yee Ling cause accompanying me till now. Robert, Carolyn, Jon and Chu Jin all left. Only left me and Yee Ling.. She seems so stressed up.. Relax girl! Life is fun, take it easy... I wish it's really true...

So, next will be revising for Statistics. Just added Lion Kenneth through facebook. Will talk to him soon tho. Reading about Kay Pau met Leos from Germany just makes me so envy. I always wanted to meet Leos from other countries and learn the way they work. I guess currently i'm talking about a project with Leo Club of Pamunugama from Sri Lanka about a joint project. Hope it'll go on and I can be there to serve their society. Also gonna try to Youth Exchange after my A levels. Just try and see if I can get it.

So, for now.. Leo should be out of my mind and A levels should be more concentrated. I understand that it's 2 different thing but for now, my brain only has the capacity to have 1 thing so I had to choose my studies. =)

Anyway, the photos I took recently has been uploaded under the album 'The Beauty of Life'. Click HERE to visit it. I'm kinda regret adding the words in the photos tho. Maybe when I have time, I'll remove the words.

I have plenty of plans on what should I do after my exams. Leos, Photography, Enjoy, Outing... Mannn.. It's gonna be a fun one..

I gotta get back to my Statistics. Chiaosz!

★End of BreaK★

Currently in the Newton Common Room. Common Area is just too crowded for me to sit and do my assignment peacefully. Sitting with Carolyn, Yee Ling, Jon and Robert. They are busy studying and revising for the Statistics Test but I can't do so yet. I have my Law assignment to settle first. Occupiers' Liability... Uhmmm.. Really need to re-read so that I can do this assignment.

Just posted something in the University Public Forum on the post 'Independence Day' started by Loh Yoong Sheng. Totally agree with him that the Independence Day is not seen at all in the campus because there were no any sort of decoration or events for the Independence Day. Also to some a**hole who said he don't give a damn whether there's any sort of celebration or not.. Dude, Come on! It's your country's National Day!! Who else gonna celebrate if not you who born in this country?? Anyway, no matter how corrupted this country gets, I still love this country a lot!

So, just saw my test mark for the Tort Law.. Damn, I got no idea why I got sucha low mark.. Not to say too low but quite low from what I expected. Gotta buck up again! Time to be nerd.. Talking about nerd, first thing I'm gonna do is deactivating my facebook temporary till my exam ends. Gonna be sad cause can't keep in touch with my Leo friends but I have no other choice. It's just taking most of my time! I can stare at the facebook without doing anything.. That's how bad it is!

It's end of the break. Campus is back on fire! So many people start moving up and down from Aristotle till Shakespeare.. I hate this.. I prefer the quiet and lonely campus life! Haizz...

Anyway, gonna start doing my Law assignment then have to go for my Statistics.. Really need to revise a lot of stuffs.. Hope I can do it!

Signing off, ShugaN.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

★Sad SundaY★

It's 2.05am, Sunday, 19th September 2010 now. Am sitting in the room alone writing a post about how I think my day gonna be. It's raining currently. Weather is so cold and windy.. Just got back from supper with Yee Ling and Chu Jin. Yee Ling called me to go study now in Newton Common Area but I kinda feel my eyes heavy and lazy.

Just realized that i'm 0% prepared for my Statistics test which is on this Wednesday. Didn't know about the test till just now. Was only concentrating for the Mock exam. Now i'm thinking if I should be going for the test... Haizz.. Been only studying Contract and Tort Law for the whole week. Neglected the other subjects. Guess today will be a Statistics day.

Gonna wake up early later, maybe a game of Dota, an episode of 'Friends' and start studying for Statistics. Got a revision book from the library 2 days ago. Hope it'll be helpful. So, i'm still deciding if I should join Yee Ling out there but honestly, i'm not in the mood to study anything right now. So, I guess i'm just going for bed soon.

Called my mum, dad and brother just now. Just love talking to them so much. I always wanted to be there every weekend. =( Now I know why I want to join Singapore Management University so much. Cause it's so near to my home and I can be back every Friday!

Talking about SMU, I'm still in a dilemma thinking where should I do my Law Degree (L.LB). INTI International University? HELP University College? Singapore Management University? Uhmm... It's really a hard choice to make. I salute Yee Ling for making a decision so fast. Guess I'm just gonna concentrate on my examination and think about this later on.

Talking about Yee Ling, I'm kinda surprised that she's the Auditor of the 15th Student Council. I think this is the first time ever for A Levels students to enter Student Council. Not that we can't enter or something but we were never sure of our future life here. Anyway, all the best, Yee Ling! Do your best there and always remember that you have my support.

So, Sunday's here.. Means it's the end of Raya break and everyone's gonna be back by today. Campus gonna be a happening once again. Exhibition week will be soon.. Let's see how the new term of Leo Club performs.. Waiting for you guys to prove it! All the best. =)

It's 2.17am now. Guess my bed needs me a lot as it lies there alone feeling sad waiting for me the whole day. Sorry baby, I'll be there soon. So, signing off now. Chiaoz!

Friday, September 17, 2010

★WeekenD★

Haiz.. It's a sad Saturday here and i'm sitting in my room, waiting for my chicken rice which I asked my friend 'tapao' for me. They called me out for lunch but I was in the middle of nice Dota game so refused their invitation.

Why is it a sad Saturday for me? Let me tell ya why.. First of all, it's SATURDAY which means WEEKEND!! People shud be enjoying their weekend either with their family or friend unlike me sitting in the room alone being an 'OTAKU'! I'm actually supposed to be in Subang now but sadly, my brother is too tired to pick me up.. So, there goes my weekend which I thought I would spend with my brother and sister in law. Guess I'm just gonna eat the chicken rice, start studying, watching 'Friends' series and play Dota. Sucky A levels life eh..

How I wonder I can be like the other ordinary students who are enjoying their Raya break now? Uhmmm... Why do I always have to choose the hard way of life towards what I want? The answer for those questions should be answerable by me but sadly, I don't have the answers. But i've chosen this path and i'll finish it! Not only finish it but finish it in an excellent way.

So, Jojo's leaving on the 23rd.. One of the first Leo I met here. And also one of the best emcee ever exist! She's leaving to UK to persue her 3rd year Law Degree. Gonna miss you lot, Jojo.. The campus has been so quiet since the day you finished your 2nd year. =( Have a great life in UK and always remember that there's someone who misses you everytime I walk by the Student Concourse and that will be me! Another person who will be leaving soon for his 3rd year will be Shehan aka the President of 14th Student Council. You've been great helper for our club and we always appreciate it bro!

So, orientation for the new students is here. Ayunee, who used to study in Taylors UC with me is now here. She's still the same! Hope can go out with her and have some free talk. Been 2 years since I actually met here..

Lastly, to Joann Soon.. Don't worry a lot about ur upcoming exam. I know you'll do well darling! It's just your first semester and there's so much time left for you to improve yourself if anything goes wrong. Always remember that I'm here to support you no matter how good or bad you do. Honestly, i'm missing you a lot here. Won't disturb you till you finish your exam. So, will meet you after your exam k. All the best and don't be scared.

So, I guess that's all the post about. My friend is gonna be here anytime soon. STUDY STUDY STUDY! All the best, Shugan!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

★The BreaK★

I'm currently writing this post in the library. It's so empty. Im the only one in the library now! Told Cherrie that I'm coming here to study and look what am I doing. Anyway, she's not studying either.. Busy commenting on the photo of her and Kay Pau.. So nice to talk about eating Cherry meh?? Lame lar u 2... LOL!

Talking about Cherrie, she's a very sweet and friendly girl.. We used to spam ppl's post a lot.. Currently can't cause both of us need to study for our upcoming MEGA examination which gonna determine our future life. So, jia you ya Cherrie! =) Let's finish our exam fast and go Singapore k!!

Holidays been great. Im actually back to campus where my other classmates and coursemates are still enjoying the break at their hometown. Kononnya, I came here to study.. Zzz.. The day I reached here, went out for the movie 'Going The Distance' with Richard and Chua in Midvalley.. Worth watching tho.. Damn fuuunnnnnnyyyyyy!!! Thanks to Richard for suggesting this movie.

The next day, I spent my time studying but not for long tho.. Only during night at Confusion Common Room.. Mistake was that I brought my laptop along.. Sei Sei Sei.. Most of the time used my laptop ni.. Haizz.. As for Tuesday, went out to Midvalley with Ern Chai, Kah Mun, Le Lee and Chua. This time, we spent like damn a lot.. But me and Ern Chai keep saying that it's a dream so don't worry so much. =p Eating Carls Jr. is a very satisfying thing. Resident Evil 4 in 3D is awesome! Then we met Irene in the Bridge to Gardens. She just finished her Intern.. Then met Angeline as well..

At night, it was quite a sad moment for me as the person who taught me what LEO is all about, Tan Kay Pau left to Germany. At the same time, I was kinda happy to see my other friends tho.. Cherrie, Su San, Shermaine, Meng Zhen and Tyler Choo came all the way from KL! Salute you guys.. Other than that, there were friends from STACT. After sending Kay Pau off, we went to Bagan Lalang.. It was so damn hard to drive on sucha dark road larr!! Go there just to see the stars! LOL..

On Wednesday, it was a boring day in the room. Just some chat with Joey Ng from Alpha Leo of Cannosian Convent. Thursday was a 12 hours outing marathon day with Irene, Ern Chai and Can Hann! Went to Midvalley, then Curve, Ikea, Bagan Lalang Beach to see the sun set and to Seremban Jusco to eat Kenny Rodgers.. Mannn.. Was sucha tiring day...

And now.. I think i'm gonna stop writing and go study.. Goodbye.. =)

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

★ Recently ★





Hey Hey.. Ya yaaa, I knowww.. It's been ages since I posted anything here.. Too bad that I didn't really have much time to spend to my blog.. Not a favorite hobby of mine tho.. So, I bet there's a lot of things I wish to share here.. But don't think one post can fit all of them, so will do it separately!
Let me start with LEO Club.. I'm officially done as the Membership Director of 14th INTIMA's LEO Club. Done with that doesn't mean I won't continue serving for the community which I love, but it means I will no longer in the position to lead anyone in the LEO Club of INTI International University. I had a happy time being the Board of Director of LEO Club. Never regretted any moment of it. Thanks to Wei Kean, Chow Meng Hon and Arthur Manfred for encouraging me to join the Board of Director although it was just my first semester. Faced hard and tiring time throughout the term concentrating in both club and studies which is not an easy job tho.. Learned to manage my time well, experiencing the outside world, knowing more LEOs throughout Malaysia, learn about event organizing, specializing my program coordinating for events and most importantly learned how to have fun!! NO REGRET!!

These are my achievements in LEO Club throughout the 14th INTIMA's LEO Club:


Membership Director (2009/2010)

Organizing Chairperson of Health Awareness Week
V.Organizing Chairperson of LEO Mission
V.Organizing Chairperson of Blood Donation Sept 09
V.Organizing Chairperson of Golden Lecturer Award
V.Organizing Chairperson of '1LEO' Tomotachi Night

Head of Program Coordinator for Children Camp 6

Head of Program Coordinator for Char
ity Night
Program Coordinator for Food Bazaar
Program Coordinator for G-Night

Head of Helper for Blood Donation May 2009
Event Advisor for Blood & Sum Sum Donation July 2010
Event Advisor for Blood Donation October 2010

Creator of INTI LEO Website
Creator of LEO MAG (E-Newsletter)
Top Project Award 'Club Bulletin' - 37th MD 308 M'sia-Singapore-Brunei LEO Forum
Best Educational Event Award - INTIMA Award Pr
esentation







I'm also proud to say that we've received 5 awards during the 14th INTIMA Award Presentation which is the Best Camp (Children Camp 6), Best Educational Event (Health Awareness Week), Best Event Review (Charity Night), Best Social Club (LEO Club) and last but not least, THE BEST CLUB (LEO CLUB). I'm glad that all my hardwork and the hardwork of the other BOD brought us the chance to hold the Best Club trophy for the first time in the history of INTI International University LEO Club! Also for the 37th Multiple District 308 (Malaysia-Singapore-Brunei) LEO Forum, we managed to obtain 9 awards including 2 Lions Club International Awards for LEO Tan Kay Pau who is a very experienced LEO and not to forget that he's one of the cause that I'm a successful LEO at this moment of time. He really taught me a lot of stuffs.. Thanks a lot, Kpau..





Besides all the awards we've got, our happiest moment is still when we made someone's day better.. Award is just smth to appreciate our effort and of course it's happy to get awards like best club. But trust me, I felt happiest when I saw the smile on the old folks, orphans or someone who we had helped somehow to a better person in someway!

Hence, I would like to end this post with.. 'Once LEO Forever LEO'.. ROAR!


Friday, May 28, 2010

★ I Love You, Dad ★

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap.

When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.

When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.

When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

★Love ParadisE★


Artist - Kelly Chen

Album - Stylish

Lyrics - Love Paradise


You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

Monday, January 25, 2010

★The Truth Abt Me★


Dear
Shugan Raman, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

★When? Why? How?★

When?? Why?? How??
When?? Why?? How??
When?? Why?? How??
When?? Why?? How??
When?? Why?? How??

G-Night's over! 1/4 of my job is done for the semester! And just with this event, I'm so tired. How bout Charity Night? How bout Health Awareness Week? How bout Leo Mission? Haizz..

Last weekend, I attended the Leo Committee Training Camp. Enjoyed it a lot. Had so muchhhh funnn!! My group consist of 6 ppl. Suattie, Yi Jun, Phriya, Phriya's twin brother (Eng Hong) and Shareen. We had nice laugh and good sharing session. Thanks everyone for the support. New experience, new way of working, how important discipline is and how important teamwork is was few of the things I've learnt. We wasn't afraid to go find the snake near the camp fire. We rock!! Suattie and Pau Pau guided us well! Good job guys.. Last but not least, I would like to thank all the organizing committees, Steffi Caroline, Arthur Manfred, Ah Du, Cha Ling, Wei Kean, Yong Bin, Megan and Ah Chua for the time you guys spent with us and for organizing sucha excellent camp! Love you all..

3/5 weekdays in this week got meeting... Charity Night meeting tonight, Children Camp 6 meeting tomorrow and G-Night E.R on Thursday. Whatever it is.. I'm just gonna use Arthur's sacrificing theory. Among Social Life, Studies and Sleep we can only choose 2! And i've decided to choose SOCIAL LIFE (LEO CLUB) and STUDIES. I dun care if i became a zombie.. I'm gonna do well in my studies and im not gonna let Leo Club down.

So, back to the title..

WHEN: When am I gonna start getting serious about my exam?
WHY: Why I know I can do it but I'm not doing it?
HOW: How do I manage my time well?

I had so many posts during my high school yet I was so organized but I feel this moment is kinda messed up. Gonna think of a way to make myself out of here by end of January! I promise that!!

So, no more time wasting! I'm officially deleting that from my dictionary of life!

Signing off with full of confidence,

LEO SHUGAN

Sunday, January 17, 2010

★Fuhhhhh★

Yo ppl.

It's been 18 days since I blogged. My god.. What a start of the year.. Basically, still coping up altho very tired. Trust me.. I not yet start studying in my room.. But I will from this week since the lectures is on and chapters are done. Gonna start with my chart method for law.. Kinda effective for last sem exam altho it's last minute job. A2 Level Maths and Stats is getting harder.. Im gonna start doing the past year questions and preparation for AS Levels soon.. Soon means.. VERY SOON!! Jia you Shugan! I know I can do it.. I'll prove to you, papa.. mama...

So, let's talk abt the resolutions.. One of the has failed.. Others is still on but at slow rate.. I'm trying my best! =)

Once Leo Forever Leo.. This sem I'm having OC for Health Awareness Week, VOC for Leo Mission, Programme Master for G-Night and Charity Night. Zzz.. Trust me.. Really tired.. But this is the only way I'm gonna learn how to balance my time at the same time being successful in both my studies and curricular activities. I'm not afraid to accept the challenge as this is very important element for my future. A person will not be called successful with just plenty of As in his exams but others will also considered. A businessman can't be successful with just 1st class hons but must also have the proper leadership skill and ways to organize something. I'm not a person who make my life to 100% studies. I prefer to be balanced! So, here am I.. Taking the risk although I have AS Levels exam going on this coming May! A lot of ppl scare the shit out of me but I wasn't afraid at all cause I have the trust and confidence on myself. And I'm sure my beloved Suattie and d Gang will help me out if I have any problem.

Exhibition week.. We've failed to achieve our target. But all the while i've observed, it wasn't our fault at all. The location was too not strategic. No students would be interested to enter the MPH. Can't blame INTIMA either cause SAO is under renovation. So, that'll be the best place for the moment. But all I can say is.. Good Job LEOs. We tried our best there.. Wait till the Jan 10 membership list comes out. I wanna do a research on it. If it turns out negative, I'll surely question it in our next BOD meeting for reasons and suggestions.

G-Night.. Headache lar.. Performance.. Games.. Zzz.. I hate to think of this kinda things.. It's on Tuesday.. God bless us.. Hope the members of Adventure and Leo Club will enjoy that night.

Leo Mission.. Haizz.. It's like almost near to my event.. Why why why???

Charity Night.. Ma fan ler.. Need to find sponsorship.. Performance..

Health Awareness Week.. Not yet send proposal wo.. Need to send by this week..

So, can see me complaining so much there.. Its just my attitude.. But trust me.. I have passion in doing those jobs.. The main objective is still the thing I love the most.. TO SERVE THE COMMUNITY AND HELP THOSE IN NEED!!

Leo Pledge

I pledge of my hand extended and open to help those in need
I pledge of my heart, reach for it and it will be touched
I pledge of my ears to hear another's outcry
My eyes to see the plight of others
My knowledge to bring a man closer to his dream
I pledge of myself for the betterment of my community and my country!

Next, I'm currently thinking where should I go after my course here.. Singapore Management University is one of the choice.. I prefer that one because it's nearer to my home. I can visit my mum every weekend. I won't miss my parents. Anything also so near. Not very expensive cost of living compared to UK.. So, i've decided that I'll only apply to UK universities if I get a very good result this May. At least 2A's!

Currently in JB.. Going back tomorrow cause no classes on Monday. Gonna miss JB a lot cause the next time I'll come back is only during CNY..

We Serve

SHUGAN RAMAN