★I GIVE UP★

Hmm.. As I told in the previous post, this will be my last post till my examination. Not sure if i'll continue after my examination. I started to write these posts back just becoz of you. My blogspot was so dead but you asked me to revive it. But I don't see the point for me to continue when you yourself going away from me.

Examination is starting next week with Law as the 1st subject. 11th, 15th, 20th, 25th, 27th, 27th October, 3rd, 8th and final paper on 16th November. This will be my last chance to prove myself. This opportunity comes once in a lifetime, success is my only motherf**ing option, failure's not!

I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP

I GIVE UP ON YOU. You know who I refer this to.. I've tried my best to come closer to you a lot of times. You were fine in the beginning but i'm not sure what happened to you, after the break you started to go away and away from me. I really wished that break not exist. I never loved anyone more than I did to you. I used to describe you like goddess.. But sadly, you're just too perfect to be mine I guess... I'm just not good enough for you. It's not your fault.

I know that you know I do have something on you. Impossible if you tell me that you don't coz almost all your friends realized that. Maybe that's the reason why you started to go away from me. I tried my best to always be with you but I failed.

So, this is it.. I just can't continue anymore. My exams next week and I can't keep it anymore with myself. I love you, I love you.. I love you, my crush!!! I don't mind if you ignore this. At least I know it that you know it now. Don't care when you read this, but at least i'm happy that you knows it.

Maybe you don't have the same feeling I have with you but you have no rights to ask me stop loving you! I will now and forever... Do remember that I had the best time with you and my most favorite was the tea session! I don't think there's anymore chance for you to meet me after this as after examination I won't be here anymore. This post is especially for you and it'll be here forever! Muaxx.. Gonna miss u more than anything else..

Signing off,

SHUGAN RAMAN