★10 Days LefT★

Had a sleepless 2 days. Especially Tuesday night where I was at 3rd floor of Heisenberg studying for my Pure Maths 3 mock exam with Asyraf from 11pm till 7am. Maths Mock Exam was totally shit. Life was good till I finish my question 4.. Starting from 5 onwards, it was totally a doom.. Few of them were fine after that but once I saw Complex Number, I skipped that question. Never even bothered trying it coz I would prefer to spend that time on other questions. 1 hour 45 minutes is really very little for 10 killer Pure Maths 3 questions.

Went back to my room after that and wanted to sleep but couldn't. Having insomnia I guess. Then went to library where I saw Laavinia, Jasmeet and Yee Chong. Just talked a while, then went to bakery to eat ice-cream! Lol.. Joann, now you know why I let you eat the ice cream on my drink.

Talking about that, I went for dinner with Joann. Was really happy that I got the chance to be out with her. I just love being with her so much. Went to Aunty Jenny coz she wanted to watch some Hong Kong drama. While watching, she was like explaining to me everything happening there... So sweet of you honey! It was really a good drama. =) Then went back, suppose to have 8pm meeting. Wan Theng wanted me to attend her 1st blood donation meeting. I had to abandon Joann in the Student Centre itself.. Or else would have brought here along the street. No regret that I attend the meeting as well coz Wan Theng was so blur on what to do. Still... I'm so sorry darling! =(

Going out with her makes me really forget abt my studies or whatever gng on in my mind. We can talk about anything. I really envy at your friends who get the chance to be out with you everyday. I miss u lot and you can never imagine how much is that.

Mum and dad came this morning to visit me. Gave me home cooked food. So happy.. Just got back from Law class.. Gonna get a nap and start studying.

10 more days for my 1st paper! Time is limited but I have lots of stuffs to study. Gonna have lots of sleepless nights after this. Hope I can do well. Jia you, Shugan!

Off I go...... Next post of mine will be the last till 16th November 2010.

★Never RegretteD★

Guess yesterday was a very fun day. Especially the night part.. Was in the room from morning till around 12am.. Then planned to go supper with Naheeda, Shehan and Osama. Then suddenly got a call from Ern Chai.. It's Jackson and Stephanie's birthday.. Mannnn!! How can I forget that??

So, I rushed to Bistro Palma Maju.. Walked so fast that my leg almost got cramped.. Saw the whole bunch of Leo gang there.. Adam, Arthur, Ah Moi, Derek, Dodo, Shareen. Eu Jeen, Christine, Amos, Priscilia, Wan Theng etc etc.. Total ard 25 ppl I guess.. We took the whole loads of tables the other side of Bisto.. We occupied it kao kao.. Lol.. We were waiting for Jackson.. After a while, I got a call from Shehan aka President of 14th Student Council that they are already there waiting for me.. I can't wait for Jackson anymore so I left.. Went to meet Naheeda, Shehan and Osama. Had a cheese nan with tandoori chicken and mango lassi.

It's so fun to have conversation with them.. From Prime Minister of Britain to Cricket to Badawi, Mahathir, Tunku Abdul Rahman to LRT to Porn and how boring Porn is! LOL! Osama can tell out the move in porn sequentially.. Salute you man.. Hahaha..

After our supper, we went to Counter Strike.. Naheeda hardly know how to play.. But guess what, she learned it so fast that she started to pwn them like no tomorrow! We left cyber cafe once Osama's PC hanged. Hehehe...

Then went to tapao my friend Fried Chicken Rice.. On the way back, saw Ern Chai, Wan Theng, Wei Wei, Ah Moi, Derek and Jian Ming.. They were playing Frisbee.. Then by the time I reach there, the Frisbee got stucked on the roof in front of English Language Centre.. LOL big time!! And their way to get it down is by throwing balloon.. WTH... But I enjoyed throwing tho.. I got the closest and we ended up enjoying playing with balloon! Hahahhaa.. Then start dancing Waka Waka and other morale dance on the middle of the street! People looked damn weird at us.. Then went back, gave the food to my friend...

Till now, not yet sleep.. Hehhehehee.. Wanted to go for this morning's Scholarship presentation to meet Joann and take her photograph of she receiving the empty paper on the stage.. But didn't make it on time.. Guess she's angry with me.. Im sorry darling.. =(

Today suck.. Not yet start studying.. Gonna start soon.. Just in my room.. Thank you Teo Suat Li for buying me KFC!!! So sweet of youuuuuuu.... And yea, according to the title.. That never regretted refers to Leo Club. I never regretted joining Leo or else this post wouldn't have exist and I wouldn't have met her.. Thanks Alan Yee for calling me to help out during your Adventure Club's gathering. Hahaha.. Chiaoz!

★It's Too PainfuL★

Woke up from a nap and saw your status.. I wish I would have just slept till the time I don't see that words from you. It's painful......... Those maybe just words for you but for me, I take it as really serious..

You were the only one I share things with.. Who do you expect me to share these things now? Guess another thing just to be kept and plant into my small heart.. I bet one day it's gonna explode so badly and kill me.. Why? Why? Why? My life was so good when I met you at first.. For the first time, I loved my life when I was out with you.. For the first time, I felt life is beautiful when I saw the actual you.. And now, day by day, I see the distance between you and me getting further and further. I don't wanna lose you..

I'm supposed to be studying and yet, I can't stop thinking about you. You know, I had the worst 2 weeks in my life!! I'm currently listening to few sad instrumental songs repetitively and all I can think is you.. When I was crossing over my friend's page, I saw this......

Hope you'll understand what I mean here. Sorry if I offended you. Maybe i'm in the dream world where it's only me who feels so. But it's just too hard for me to keep it myself and at the same time, I can't share it with you. You're the only reads my blog so I hope posting this here is quite the same with sharing with you.

★Under The MooN★

Yesterday night was A.W.E.S.O.M.E! I was so eager for moon cake and my Leo friends called me up for celebration. So, it started at 10pm.. Waited everyone at Einstein Common Area. Then Chua, Moi, Dodo, Christine, Jin, Jack, Shareen, Derek, Wan Theng, Iris and Jackson arrived. So, we went to the area beside Tennis Court and start lighting up the candle.. Had some photo snapping session there.

Then walked with lantern till Melati Hill.. Wanted to do hiking but then the beginning wasn't really good. Iris fell to the drain. So, we decided to walk back down the hill and went back to campus. Headed to basketball court and lighted up some lanterns on the tree.. We were too hyper that we lighten up a wood and start running around the basketball court.. Olympic Torch kononnya.. Lamers lar.. Then had some photography session there.. Was taking the pics of candles, lanterns, etc etc. The pics are uploaded in my facebook profile under the album "Beauty of the Moon". Click here to visit it. Im happy with some shots tho.. Really nice to have photography session when stress. Plus, I rarely do night shooting. So, it's a good experience for me. Just that flash tak cukup battery.. Gotta buy the Eneloop rechargeable soon.

Had lots of moon cake.. Thanks to Jin and Jack! Basically, lots of fun!! Love ya'll a lot.. Never regretted joining Leo and getting to know ya'll. Went to Aristotle to give smth to my fren but sadly she was busy with smth.. Had a good chat with Michelle while waiting for my fren. So, went to Newton to meet my friend. Saw Joann there with her bf I guess.. Nice to see you so happy there. I saw Robert, CJ, Enni and Yee Ling studying there as well. Went back to my room after that. Quick chat with Phang and texting Joann.

Was kinda surprised that she text-ed me at that time. I know I didn't answer you well. Sorry if that offended you.

A very nice and memorable day! =)

★IgnoreD★

Kinda down today.. God knows why.. Skipped my Stats test for good.. Don't see the point doing it tho.. I prefer gng for the Mock Exam straight. So, after Maths class straight went to library.

Actually wanted to go back and get some rest since i'm not feeling well, but yesterday someone text me to ask if I'll be in library tomorrow. She sound like she'll be there. So, I went.. Waited... Waited... Waited.. 4 hours... I GAVE UP......... =(

It's just me being too stupid thought she'll be there. Nowhere in the message she said that she'll be there.. Anyway, hope I can just get used to it.. Getting ignored is not something new to me tho..

Feel like eating moon cake now. Thought wanna go buy tmr.. BUT SOLD OUT!!! =( =( Now who can buy moon cake for me? Haizz.. There goes another moon cake festival without eating moon cake.. Nobody knows how much I actually love moon cake..

Feel so tired.. Thinking if I should join the Leos for dinner at 6.30pm.. Feel so tired and sleepy.. 2 days had like total of 4 hours sleep.. I guess im just gonna go sleep, wake up later and eat Kimchi noodle.

Off....

★TodaY★

Was a very productive day... Skipped my class cause slept too late yesterday and wasn't feeling well. Kinda regret tho.. Woke up ard 12+. Went for lunch with Wu Yao ard 3 and to University Placement Office to study..

Did Judicial Precedent past year there.. Ard 6pm, UPO closed so I went to the studying area in front of the Centre of American Education. Really love that place. Windy, quiet, comfortable etc. Basically has a very good atmosphere. On the way back saw Derek and SWT. Had to guide SWT on how to do event proposal and what she need to do for her Blood donation event. Then tapao-ed and went back. Dota-ed, watched Friends, went to Einstein Common Area and finished up 1 chapter of Statistics and 1 chapter of Maths.

Came back to room, dota-ed and now i'm feeling bored cause that was the worst dota game i've ever played. Sucha short day for me. And yea, met someone today after so long.. Was very happy to see her back especially with her cheerful and happy face but she seems like started to ignore me.. What to do.. Life has to go on..

Good Night.

★20 Days To Go★

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ONLY 20 DAYS LEFT for my final examination.. I'm so not well prepared. Haizz.. Currently doing Law past year paper in the Heisenberg Level 4 Pantry.. Just finished one for the Contract Law.. Damn.. Really hard one.. So damn hard to actually discuss and argue about that 2 guys.. The whole damn essay and I just added like 2 cases.. Sucha doom one I guess..

Now i'm thinking if I should be doing Tort Law past year paper or look through the Statistics. My back is very tired and painful.. Having headache.. No wonder I'm blogging now.. Ouch.. =(

I'm missing Joann a lot at this moment of time.. I hope she's fine. She's currently having her mid term examination. Finished her first day. Hope everything went well and tomorrow's exam will be a good one for her. All the best darling.. I hope can go for dinner soon. =(

No more mood to type anything here.. Currently sick of everything EXCEPT "HER". Gonna continue studying. Nitez.

★Law AssignmenT★

It's 2.45am now and I just finished my law assignment. Feel so happy.. Thanks to Yee Ling cause accompanying me till now. Robert, Carolyn, Jon and Chu Jin all left. Only left me and Yee Ling.. She seems so stressed up.. Relax girl! Life is fun, take it easy... I wish it's really true...

So, next will be revising for Statistics. Just added Lion Kenneth through facebook. Will talk to him soon tho. Reading about Kay Pau met Leos from Germany just makes me so envy. I always wanted to meet Leos from other countries and learn the way they work. I guess currently i'm talking about a project with Leo Club of Pamunugama from Sri Lanka about a joint project. Hope it'll go on and I can be there to serve their society. Also gonna try to Youth Exchange after my A levels. Just try and see if I can get it.

So, for now.. Leo should be out of my mind and A levels should be more concentrated. I understand that it's 2 different thing but for now, my brain only has the capacity to have 1 thing so I had to choose my studies. =)

Anyway, the photos I took recently has been uploaded under the album 'The Beauty of Life'. Click HERE to visit it. I'm kinda regret adding the words in the photos tho. Maybe when I have time, I'll remove the words.

I have plenty of plans on what should I do after my exams. Leos, Photography, Enjoy, Outing... Mannn.. It's gonna be a fun one..

I gotta get back to my Statistics. Chiaosz!

★End of BreaK★

Currently in the Newton Common Room. Common Area is just too crowded for me to sit and do my assignment peacefully. Sitting with Carolyn, Yee Ling, Jon and Robert. They are busy studying and revising for the Statistics Test but I can't do so yet. I have my Law assignment to settle first. Occupiers' Liability... Uhmmm.. Really need to re-read so that I can do this assignment.

Just posted something in the University Public Forum on the post 'Independence Day' started by Loh Yoong Sheng. Totally agree with him that the Independence Day is not seen at all in the campus because there were no any sort of decoration or events for the Independence Day. Also to some a**hole who said he don't give a damn whether there's any sort of celebration or not.. Dude, Come on! It's your country's National Day!! Who else gonna celebrate if not you who born in this country?? Anyway, no matter how corrupted this country gets, I still love this country a lot!

So, just saw my test mark for the Tort Law.. Damn, I got no idea why I got sucha low mark.. Not to say too low but quite low from what I expected. Gotta buck up again! Time to be nerd.. Talking about nerd, first thing I'm gonna do is deactivating my facebook temporary till my exam ends. Gonna be sad cause can't keep in touch with my Leo friends but I have no other choice. It's just taking most of my time! I can stare at the facebook without doing anything.. That's how bad it is!

It's end of the break. Campus is back on fire! So many people start moving up and down from Aristotle till Shakespeare.. I hate this.. I prefer the quiet and lonely campus life! Haizz...

Anyway, gonna start doing my Law assignment then have to go for my Statistics.. Really need to revise a lot of stuffs.. Hope I can do it!

Signing off, ShugaN.

★Sad SundaY★

It's 2.05am, Sunday, 19th September 2010 now. Am sitting in the room alone writing a post about how I think my day gonna be. It's raining currently. Weather is so cold and windy.. Just got back from supper with Yee Ling and Chu Jin. Yee Ling called me to go study now in Newton Common Area but I kinda feel my eyes heavy and lazy.

Just realized that i'm 0% prepared for my Statistics test which is on this Wednesday. Didn't know about the test till just now. Was only concentrating for the Mock exam. Now i'm thinking if I should be going for the test... Haizz.. Been only studying Contract and Tort Law for the whole week. Neglected the other subjects. Guess today will be a Statistics day.

Gonna wake up early later, maybe a game of Dota, an episode of 'Friends' and start studying for Statistics. Got a revision book from the library 2 days ago. Hope it'll be helpful. So, i'm still deciding if I should join Yee Ling out there but honestly, i'm not in the mood to study anything right now. So, I guess i'm just going for bed soon.

Called my mum, dad and brother just now. Just love talking to them so much. I always wanted to be there every weekend. =( Now I know why I want to join Singapore Management University so much. Cause it's so near to my home and I can be back every Friday!

Talking about SMU, I'm still in a dilemma thinking where should I do my Law Degree (L.LB). INTI International University? HELP University College? Singapore Management University? Uhmm... It's really a hard choice to make. I salute Yee Ling for making a decision so fast. Guess I'm just gonna concentrate on my examination and think about this later on.

Talking about Yee Ling, I'm kinda surprised that she's the Auditor of the 15th Student Council. I think this is the first time ever for A Levels students to enter Student Council. Not that we can't enter or something but we were never sure of our future life here. Anyway, all the best, Yee Ling! Do your best there and always remember that you have my support.

So, Sunday's here.. Means it's the end of Raya break and everyone's gonna be back by today. Campus gonna be a happening once again. Exhibition week will be soon.. Let's see how the new term of Leo Club performs.. Waiting for you guys to prove it! All the best. =)

It's 2.17am now. Guess my bed needs me a lot as it lies there alone feeling sad waiting for me the whole day. Sorry baby, I'll be there soon. So, signing off now. Chiaoz!

★WeekenD★

Haiz.. It's a sad Saturday here and i'm sitting in my room, waiting for my chicken rice which I asked my friend 'tapao' for me. They called me out for lunch but I was in the middle of nice Dota game so refused their invitation.

Why is it a sad Saturday for me? Let me tell ya why.. First of all, it's SATURDAY which means WEEKEND!! People shud be enjoying their weekend either with their family or friend unlike me sitting in the room alone being an 'OTAKU'! I'm actually supposed to be in Subang now but sadly, my brother is too tired to pick me up.. So, there goes my weekend which I thought I would spend with my brother and sister in law. Guess I'm just gonna eat the chicken rice, start studying, watching 'Friends' series and play Dota. Sucky A levels life eh..

How I wonder I can be like the other ordinary students who are enjoying their Raya break now? Uhmmm... Why do I always have to choose the hard way of life towards what I want? The answer for those questions should be answerable by me but sadly, I don't have the answers. But i've chosen this path and i'll finish it! Not only finish it but finish it in an excellent way.

So, Jojo's leaving on the 23rd.. One of the first Leo I met here. And also one of the best emcee ever exist! She's leaving to UK to persue her 3rd year Law Degree. Gonna miss you lot, Jojo.. The campus has been so quiet since the day you finished your 2nd year. =( Have a great life in UK and always remember that there's someone who misses you everytime I walk by the Student Concourse and that will be me! Another person who will be leaving soon for his 3rd year will be Shehan aka the President of 14th Student Council. You've been great helper for our club and we always appreciate it bro!

So, orientation for the new students is here. Ayunee, who used to study in Taylors UC with me is now here. She's still the same! Hope can go out with her and have some free talk. Been 2 years since I actually met here..

Lastly, to ♥Joann Soon♥.. Don't worry a lot about ur upcoming exam. I know you'll do well darling! It's just your first semester and there's so much time left for you to improve yourself if anything goes wrong. Always remember that I'm here to support you no matter how good or bad you do. Honestly, i'm missing you a lot here. Won't disturb you till you finish your exam. So, will meet you after your exam k. All the best and don't be scared.

So, I guess that's all the post about. My friend is gonna be here anytime soon. STUDY STUDY STUDY! All the best, Shugan!

★The BreaK★

I'm currently writing this post in the library. It's so empty. Im the only one in the library now! Told Cherrie that I'm coming here to study and look what am I doing. Anyway, she's not studying either.. Busy commenting on the photo of her and Kay Pau.. So nice to talk about eating Cherry meh?? Lame lar u 2... LOL!

Talking about Cherrie, she's a very sweet and friendly girl.. We used to spam ppl's post a lot.. Currently can't cause both of us need to study for our upcoming MEGA examination which gonna determine our future life. So, jia you ya Cherrie! =) Let's finish our exam fast and go Singapore k!!

Holidays been great. Im actually back to campus where my other classmates and coursemates are still enjoying the break at their hometown. Kononnya, I came here to study.. Zzz.. The day I reached here, went out for the movie 'Going The Distance' with Richard and Chua in Midvalley.. Worth watching tho.. Damn fuuunnnnnnyyyyyy!!! Thanks to Richard for suggesting this movie.

The next day, I spent my time studying but not for long tho.. Only during night at Confusion Common Room.. Mistake was that I brought my laptop along.. Sei Sei Sei.. Most of the time used my laptop ni.. Haizz.. As for Tuesday, went out to Midvalley with Ern Chai, Kah Mun, Le Lee and Chua. This time, we spent like damn a lot.. But me and Ern Chai keep saying that it's a dream so don't worry so much. =p Eating Carls Jr. is a very satisfying thing. Resident Evil 4 in 3D is awesome! Then we met Irene in the Bridge to Gardens. She just finished her Intern.. Then met Angeline as well..

At night, it was quite a sad moment for me as the person who taught me what LEO is all about, Tan Kay Pau left to Germany. At the same time, I was kinda happy to see my other friends tho.. Cherrie, Su San, Shermaine, Meng Zhen and Tyler Choo came all the way from KL! Salute you guys.. Other than that, there were friends from STACT. After sending Kay Pau off, we went to Bagan Lalang.. It was so damn hard to drive on sucha dark road larr!! Go there just to see the stars! LOL..

On Wednesday, it was a boring day in the room. Just some chat with Joey Ng from Alpha Leo of Cannosian Convent. Thursday was a 12 hours outing marathon day with Irene, Ern Chai and Can Hann! Went to Midvalley, then Curve, Ikea, Bagan Lalang Beach to see the sun set and to Seremban Jusco to eat Kenny Rodgers.. Mannn.. Was sucha tiring day...

And now.. I think i'm gonna stop writing and go study.. Goodbye.. =)