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Vanakkam,

So, It's been very long since I released a new post. Getting lazier and lazier.. Prefer spending time doing smth else tho.. Too many things to write but lazy to type..

Anyway, posting this for Carolyn Wong! It's for you, Chui Teng!

First of all, just like what I said in my previous post.. My Law Test.. Haizz.. Got lowest mark of all my subjects in this 2 sem.. Dun wanna mention the mark here tho.. Feel very disappointed but I'm not sure why I couldn't do well.. Even tho the lecturer said my mark is actually OK. But ya know, OK was never enough for me.. Seriously doubt whether can I do well in my finals which is coming in 6 weeks time. Hope I can start preparing for my exams nx week itself.

p.s. Maths test sucks too.. For the first time in my life, I felt maths is HARD. Getting myself ready to see another low mark. =(

Next, Diwali is done.. Lotz Lotz Lotz of firecrackers.. Hundreds of ppl.. Millions joule of energy spent.. Nyway, once a year.. So, don't bother me that much. Miss my mum's cookies a lot.. Maa... Miss u.. I wish I should have studied in JB ni.. =( Can meet my mum and dad everyday, at least won't be as lonely as I am now.. I might look happy cheering ppl up but nobody knows what's in my heart and my mind. Sorry to my beloved Leos who helped me out a lot bringing me out of this situation.. Really love you guys..

Mmm.. Nx up, Short sem is over.. Campus is like DESERT now.. Really hate it.. Makes me feel more and more 'emo'.. I wish it to rain heavily everyday... I just like to bring out all my sadness during raining time.. Mmm.. Weird rite.. I know.. But that's me.. Nyway, I just grew up like this.. Never really wanted ppl to know about me.. There's positive side and negative side of it.. But I think everything being within me is enough.. So, sorry guys if any of you guys felt that I never shared anything with u all..

So, didn't go to Subang this weekend.. Had a nice time with my Leos.. Friday, we went out for dinner.. Then went for pool.. Sorry Adam, I know I teased you a lot that Ah Moi is way better than you.. But you should know that it's a fact.. Lolxx.. The on Saturday.. Mmm.. Very fun ler.. Went for lunch.. Then ard 5, decided to go for basketball with Suatie, Ah Moi, Jackson, Wei Kean, YJ and Adam.. Hahhaa.. I and Suat Li really dono how to play lar.. So, we both keep on competing.. But Suat Li, actually ur throw is a lot better than mine lar.. Sorry for blocking u all the time yea.. Then after basketball, went for futsal.. OMG.. It was superb altho we all came out of the court half dead!! We had like 10 minutes to go back, take our shower and get to E Block.. I was late 7 minutes and YJ asked me whether I can understand english or not.. Unfair u know.. They all went back early so it's easy for them to be punctual.. But nvm lar.. He was playing nie.. We went to McDonalds.. I and Suattie were the last ppl to buy food.. By the time we went to the table, most of them finished their meals d.. Very bad ler.. Never wait oso.. Then saw Jojo there oso wif her ahem ahem..

After McDonalds, we went to Wei Kean's house to use laptop, chit chat and play 'tai ti'.. I really suck at this game ler.. Most of the time, I was the one need to shuffle all those cards.. I suck at the game.. I suck at shuffling.. I suck at distributing.. In conclusion, I SUCK! Went back like 3.30am.. The next day! Woke up at 8.. WENT TO MIDVALLEY WITH SUATTIE, VEGE and YJ!! We bought ticket for Michael Jackson's movie.. Then ate Carl's Jr.. Love it!! Especially when eating with Suattie, YJ and Vege.. We had thousands of things to talk.. Started at 11 and finished the story at 1.15 nie.. Then entered theater.. 1.30pm show.. Nice movie tho.. YJ loved it.. Then coming back time.. KTM was like.. Zzzz... No place to move oso.. Soooo Sooo PACKED!! I felt like SARDINE IN THE TIN. So, nothing to do at that time.. I start observing ppl.. Really weird lar humans.. I laughed at certain things and Suattie really gave me weird looks when she see me smiling.. Hahaha Suattie.. You will never know what I were thinking..

So, somehow reached Inti.. Then went for pool.. Nice game tho.. Compete again with Suattie.. Then went back, took shower.. Me, Suattie and YJ just gathered at Starflucks chit chat... Suattie were learning Magic.. I was Facebooking tho.. Then Adam and Vege joined.. We played 'Tai Ti' again.. This time I wasn't as bad as yesterday tho.. Altho never win.. I just lost once.. Hahhaa.. Suattie were kacau'ing YJ while all 3 of us were watching the event pictures.. If wanna know why, ask Suattie or YJ but not ME! Dun wanna die nx sem in Wushu Class! So, after that, we were watching Acapella together..

Today wasn't really a good day for me.. Altho nothing happened, I just feel very sad and lonely.. Mmm.. Nobody to go dinner with for now.. So......

Bye...