★LMAO After So Long★

"I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college-ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that paper up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say "oh shit , I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, asshole."

★17 Days Away From HomE★

Finished my brother's Registry of Marriage yesterday. Sleepless night yesterday because was having terrible flu. Tragic morning with some stupid problem! Hate it...

Anyway, left my home at 5.30pm. Settle my Petrol, Touch n Go and Phone Reload. Started my journey at 6.11pm from Plaza Tol, Skudai. Didn't stop anywhere in the middle. My drive was straight to Nilai. After paying 37 bucks toll, called Christine Ong if there's anyone in campus. She said she and Moi is around and she's hungry. So, called both of them makan but sadly, Moi has already cooked. So, brought Christine to Bangi Kopitiam and ate Fried Rice Chicken Chop. Decided to go Starbucks. So, currently in Starbucks with Moi and Christine. Need to drive to Subang after this. Gonna be a tiring one.

There's a YES Camp meeting and Staff Training at 9.30am tomorrow in Past District Governer, Dato' Alex Nah's Office tomorrow. No idea how to get there at all. Hmmm... Shud text Nelson or Steven soon. Lion Sashe asked us to be punctual.. Hope I won't get lost..

13th and 14th will be having 14th INTI Leo outing... Can't wait to meet my old Leo team. =D 15th.. Hmmm.. Still thinking.. Not sure if darling is free on that day.. Maybe will bring her go pakto somewhere.. 16th to 19th will be YES Camp.. 20th to 23rd will be Youth Empowerment.. 24th to 27th will be Cameron Highlands Trip.. God... Gonna be a tiring and exhausting 17 days for me!!

I miss my home and family. Love ya'll lot!

★Brother'S MarriagE★

Congratulation to my dear brother. Hope you'll have a good life ahead with my new sister in-law. After all the hard work, here it is.. You've found your happiness. All the best!

★Michael Jackson, My Hero★

Most people knows him for "King of Pop", "Moon Walk", "Child Abuser", "Plastic Surgery" and even for his songs. Today, I would like to share what I know him as.. What I learned from him.. What I understood reading about his life history.. What a great man he is...

Michael Jackson... You're my hero.. You inspired me into Leo Club. You guided me on what I am doing today. Your indirect encouragement keeps my day going. To work for better future. For a fairer world.. People says you're child sex abuser.. Do anyone actually knows the truth? They stripped all the money you had by saying this and that.. Your good cause were misused by most of them.. Yet, your life went on.. Salute you.. Looking at your achievements in music, I'm not amused. But looking at what you have done to the world, makes me think you're the best person ever exist in the world!

Here, I would like to share some of his charity work:

1984

- Equipped a medical centre in T.J. Martell-Foundation for leukemia and cancer research.

- Donated $1.5 million to Michael Jackson Burn Centre for Children.

1985

-Wrote "We Are The World" and raised money for Africa.

1986

- Set up "Michael Jackson United Negro College Fund Endowed Scholarship Fund".

- Donated the proceeds from the sales of The Man In The Mirror to Camp Ronald McDonald for Good Times, a camp for children who suffer from cancer.

1989

- Donated tickets to shows in is 1989 Bad Tour to underprivileged children.

- One of his shows in Los Angeles were donated to Childhelp USA, the biggest charity-organization against child-abuse.

- Childhelp of Southern California then established the “Michael Jackson International Institute for Research On Child Abuse”

1992

- Established the Heal The World Foundation.

Other Charity Works

• AIDS Project Los Angeles
• American Cancer Society
• Big Brothers Big Sisters
• Boys' and Girls' Clubs of America
• Childhelp USA
• Children's Defense Fund
• Cure4Lupus
• Elizabeth Taylor Aids Foundation
• End Hunger Network

• Great Ormond Street Hospital
• Jane Goodall Institute
• Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation
• Make-A-Wish Foundation
• Prince's Trust
• Ronald McDonald House Charities
• Starlight Children's Foundation
• TJ Martell Foundation
• United Negro College Fund

Clauses Supported - Abuse, AIDS, Animals, At-Risk/Disadvantaged Youths, Cancer, Children, Education, Environment, Family/Parent Support, Health, Hunger, Mental Challenges, Philanthropy, Physical Challenges.

So looking back at 1984, he was only 26 years old. Looking at all the works he has done which mostly for children, do you really think he would do whatever the media has been stating for years? Why do the world has to be so cruel to him? That's what he got back for all the contribution and changes made towards the world? Tears dropping from my eyes when I read that he actually died in his RENTED mansion. For this kind of person to live in a rented place? That proves the unfairness in the world.

No matter what people thinks about him, I would still respect him as high as anything. Your work is a path for me, Michael Jackson. *salute and both thumbs up* You live in my heart forever.

Written by:

LEO Shugan Raman

Omega Leo Club,

INTI International University.

★HalloweeN NighT★

Attended 1st Anniversary Dinner of Omega Leo Club of Damansara on the 29th October 2010. Started my journey with INTI Bus at 3.15pm. Reached KTM around 3.40pm and got into a KTM which was so packed. Trust me, there was not even a place to move, lack of Oxygen, smelly and cramped. It seems like every station the train stopped, 1% got down and 10% goes in. Some of them had to push themselves in since there crowd was till the door of KTM. It was so tiring for me to be in sucha situation. Finally, reached KL Sentral around 5 plus. Called Aisha Begum from Leo Club of KDU as we planned to go together. Got into the Rapid Train with her which was heading to Masjid Jamek. Got down at the train station, walked to another train station and got into 1 and headed to Sentul Timur. From there, took a cab to Dewan Mutiara in Jalan Ipoh.

Seriously, it was a very tiring journey so we decided to go up straight to the hall and have a sit first. Really didn't have that much mood. Shermaine darling said hi to me and I felt so bad not replying her. I regret for my action. Sorry darlz. I understand that I shouldn't have shown my tiredness out. Really sorry for that. But after resting a while, back to normal hyper-ness.

With Darling

They were preparing the hall so I decided to have a walk by my own around the kompleks.. There was nothing there basically. After a while, Aisha called me up and we went to do make up for Cherrie. It was fun playing with her face! Pity her seriously.. But trust me, she was A.W.E.S.O.M.E!! You deserve the best dressed award, Cherrie. After all those make up, there was a cam whoring session which was participated by Aisha, Cherrie and Micheal. LOL you guys lar...

The Scary Mummy - Cherrie Looi

Event started around 8pm. Met Beatrice Grace, IPP of Petaling Jaya Integrity Leo Club. Before this just knew her but this was the first time I actually met and talked to her. She was a very friendly girl tho. She taught me quite a number of things, shared with me quite a number of stuffs. It was very nice meeting you, Beatrice. Another person I would glad to meet was Oh Kansha from Leo Club of KL Unity. A very nice guy!! Had lotsa fun with ya.

From Left: Shermaine (Damansara), Me, Cherrie (City West), Aisha (KDU) and Beatrice (PJI)

Other than these people, was very nice meeting and talking Su San, LMZ, Esther, Grace, Jasie and also the Pink Group members! We are the champion group!! Lol... Went back around 11pm.

The Pink Group

Thanks to Beatrice for dropping us in Aisha's house. And thanks to Aisha for dropping me and Kansha in Subang. Love ya'll a lot! Had a great day meeting ya'll again. Can't wait for the next time. Happy Anniversary, Omega Leo Club of Damansara.

★MovinG ON★

I felt stupid when I decided to stop blogging for someone. Why should I? Why should I? This is the platform for me to share what I feel.. Why should I give up this part of me?

You mean nothing to me anymore. Hence, there's nothing to talk about you in this post anymore. I wanted to delete the previous posts but I feel there's no necessary for me to do that. If I do that, it means I'm afraid to reveal the truth. I am not. "LIFE HAS TO GO ON".

Will be posting few posts for today. Stay tune.

★I GIVE UP★

Hmm.. As I told in the previous post, this will be my last post till my examination. Not sure if i'll continue after my examination. I started to write these posts back just becoz of you. My blogspot was so dead but you asked me to revive it. But I don't see the point for me to continue when you yourself going away from me.

Examination is starting next week with Law as the 1st subject. 11th, 15th, 20th, 25th, 27th, 27th October, 3rd, 8th and final paper on 16th November. This will be my last chance to prove myself. This opportunity comes once in a lifetime, success is my only motherf**ing option, failure's not!

I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
I GIVE UP

I GIVE UP ON YOU. You know who I refer this to.. I've tried my best to come closer to you a lot of times. You were fine in the beginning but i'm not sure what happened to you, after the break you started to go away and away from me. I really wished that break not exist. I never loved anyone more than I did to you. I used to describe you like goddess.. But sadly, you're just too perfect to be mine I guess... I'm just not good enough for you. It's not your fault.

I know that you know I do have something on you. Impossible if you tell me that you don't coz almost all your friends realized that. Maybe that's the reason why you started to go away from me. I tried my best to always be with you but I failed.

So, this is it.. I just can't continue anymore. My exams next week and I can't keep it anymore with myself. I love you, I love you.. I love you, my crush!!! I don't mind if you ignore this. At least I know it that you know it now. Don't care when you read this, but at least i'm happy that you knows it.

Maybe you don't have the same feeling I have with you but you have no rights to ask me stop loving you! I will now and forever... Do remember that I had the best time with you and my most favorite was the tea session! I don't think there's anymore chance for you to meet me after this as after examination I won't be here anymore. This post is especially for you and it'll be here forever! Muaxx.. Gonna miss u more than anything else..

Signing off,

SHUGAN RAMAN